Character: Джеффри Саммерс (Jeffrey Summers). Page 2

Wincing from the burning of the solutions and a little pain, meanwhile I was glad of this - I am alive, your mother! Even if what is happening now is unpleasant, painful, but this is what will lead to my recovery. This period is temporary. Start, a new chapter in my life.

- It turned out loud, - I said, ignoring the unfinished words of Nestor. - A lot of the time of the special department and a lot of taxpayer money was spent on it. In addition, I managed to pull those bastards out into the open, thereby at least a little bit to protect the citizens whom I swore to protect. And if you have to shoot someone else's foot for that, I'll go and do it while you white collars suck on your set of rules that allow you to climb the fucking career ladder, ”I said without raising my voice. - And just imagine what the public will do to you if you bring charges against me. People whose loved ones were dismantled as transformers for organs, and those who breathed more freely, knowing that the scoundrels were punished, got the culprits, those who paid for everything they did. And if you put me next to Seth and Gray, demanding punishment, the public will tear you apart. Imagine what rallies will begin. This is a case when you know the reason for your action, but it goes against the law. And then you have to make a choice: law or conscience. I have acted in good faith, because sometimes justice is not obvious. Yes, I shot Kevin's leg, but this circumstance helped me move forward in my investigation. And if you want to know, at that time I did not even think that I would stay alive. And he acted desperately, wanting only to bring the criminals to justice. The fact that I am now sitting opposite you - alive and relatively healthy - is a complete surprise to me. It's like being eaten by a monster, and then, when hope has already waved its handle, this creature took and spat you out.

Many, striving to be inconspicuous, wear glasses, raincoats, trying in this way to merge with the environment. But that's what it gives out. When you behave as usual, you move smoothly and confidently, but as soon as you start acting differently, dissonance is caught on an intuitive level, which makes people look closely to determine whether there is a threat or not.

In any situation, you need to take what you can.

In a conversation with informants, it is always important to feel the person and choose the appropriate currency: real money or threats. All this is necessary in order for the informant to feel needed.

Good children, after playing with toys, put them away. Even if the toys are people.

When you have been deprived of something for a long time, and then you get it again, you experience an indescribable feeling of bliss.

- We need to break up. From the very beginning, what was happening between us resembled an act of forgetting, as if we were trying so much to forget in each other's arms. But we both understand that this is the wrong love. Illusion, the desire to be needed by at least someone, the desire to love anyone, such as you.
After Nikki's words, everything went into place: both the girl's nervousness and her desire to be as far away from me as possible. The phrases sounded monstrously accusatory, they penetrated like sharp nails inside, leaving only hats on the surface. But at the same time, I was grateful to the girl for finding the strength and saying everything as it is, instead of continuing this strange and not very pleasant dance of misunderstanding for both of us.
- Are you sure? Maybe... - I paused, wondering what role Max played in this. - Have you been thinking about this all this time?
- Yes... I'm sorry... - Nikki swallowed nervously, but continued to endure my gaze steadfastly. - I weighed, evaluated and realized that it is wrong to continue to torment you and yourself.
- Is it me? - It was important for me to know, rather instructively, what was the impetus for the breakup - myself or something over which I am not subject.
- No, you have absolutely nothing to do with it. It sounds very hackneyed, but you are really very nice, good, kind and helpful, but...
Her words took my breath away, and mentally I added: "You're a very cool guy, but you're only a friend to me."
- But... - Nikki hushed up, not knowing what else to add. What was happening was not easy for her, so I hurried to the rescue:
"But you don't have feelings for me that would help us create a lasting union," it sounded somewhat theatrical, but that's the first thing that came to my mind. After all, all productions are taken entirely or partially from life.
Besides, I didn't want to break up badly, Nikki was there for me in serious moments for me, so she just didn't deserve me to splash out my discontent and bitterness from the breakup on her. We are adults and understand that you will not be forcibly cute. And to hold another through blackmail or some other extortion is low, stupid and selfish.
"Jeffrey, I'm guilty that...--Nikki began, but I interrupted her.
- You're completely innocent. At that point, we both wanted what we got. Now, after thinking, you realized that you need to turn in the other direction. I get it. And I accept, no matter what I think and feel about it. Because seeing you all on your nerves is much worse than accepting the fact of separation at a time. I can handcuff you to the battery and persuade you to stay with me, but will we be happier?

You fall into a trap and think about how to get out of it without loss. Or at least with minimal damage. But some manage to leave their foot in a trap, equip a nice nest nearby and live happily.

If you want to find gold, you have to search yourself. Only a fool will think that he will be shown a gold mine.

It's always important to get your priorities right. If they are wrong, then everything in life goes somersault, but it is worth correcting them - and everything is getting better.

Ignorance of the topic gives rise to wrong judgments that lead to wrong attitude.

You go into the entrance and everything is quiet, calm, but behind each door there is its own tragedy. London very accurately reflects life: sometimes, like a holiday, the sun breaks through - these are our joyful moments, but most of the time a gray and gloomy sky hangs over us.

If you take a good look at the chaos that reigns, you will notice the order. That's just each person is guided by his own order, which is why everything that happens looks like nonsense. And it is necessary to find a key that would help to understand someone else's chaos in order to see the exclusive order.