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You have to live with your beloved, Irishka! Don't waste your time on trifles. Otherwise ... what's the point in all this?

This list contained goals that I desperately needed to achieve in the next five years. First, graduate from college to become the first person in the family to graduate. Secondly, to buy a house for my parents: we have never had a house of our own. Well, to marry a girlfriend of youth. I have completed all the tasks set for myself. Plus I also helped my grandmother, who had nowhere to live. My family at the time was barely making ends meet.

To live and do something, to achieve something, knowing that in the end you are waiting only for death and oblivion, is terrible. It's always been that way.

If we live in our world, then after it we can live in any, even in hell.

At the cemetery, fences near the graves are not just installed. This is a stop sign, you cannot cross them. Trample flowers and earth, under which the remains are not. Every living person must also have an invisible fence. Personal boundaries. Inside this fenced-in perimeter, it's just me. Outside it are family, children, men, friends, colleagues and everyone else. So, my flowers cannot be trampled either. Climbing over the fence is prohibited. No one has the right to advise me how to live, how to behave, what job to choose, whom to love, how to paint and dress, how to feed a cat, if I did not ask this opinion myself. No one has the right to touch me without my desire. Even take the hand. If a woman says "no", men for some reason often look for a double meaning, thinking that she "breaks down" and builds her own worth. “No” only means “no.” Around my inner world there is not just a fence, but also barbed wire, and machine gunners on the towers. One extra word - and a person at gunpoint, a repeat offender will be shot on the spot.

When the black ice inside cracks and melts, a long-abandoned oil well is exposed and suddenly starts gushing. From the very depths, filling all the voids. Gift or curse? Will she bring what you dream of? Or will you drown, drown, perish in a fever? Dive. And pray that you reach out, pull out if you feel yourself sucking in. In any case, it is no longer possible to live in a cryochamber. Will not work. The process has started. The heart began to beat. It's time to deal with the true, deep, suddenly awakened, seething. You can be afraid. To take back - no. Repeated freezing will lead to the death of all living things.

There were no regrets at all. Rather, joy, shy like a child, but already palpable. A small sprout of freedom was greening inside, somewhere in the solar plexus area, while uncertainly, but still relentlessly making its way through the cracks of the internal organs burned by anger, resentment and alcohol, entangling the lungs with the finest stems, almost transparent. First, the left one, closer to the heart, filling it with oxygen and the desire to live, and then the right one, displacing the remnants of festering memories from the aveols that interfere with breathing.

- Therefore, we want to become one whole.

You are obsessed, have lost common sense in the name of implementing crazy ideas that bring crazy money. So you also promote these ideas, this is a manic desire for success at any cost! You urge to live one day, buy and consume, ignoring reality. In pursuit of the ideals imposed by advertising, people die, and in their place there are only mannequins, dead inside, but carefully licked outside.

We were born into the world, and who has the right to turn it off.

There is no amount of money that you can earn so that you no longer worry about money. There is no place you can get without worrying about place anymore. There is nothing at all in life that you can not worry about once and for all. There is maturity. When you understand that I made it is not about money, reputation, position - but about the willingness to live. About accepting one simple fact: life is change. Life is worry. And only when you accept this, you have a chance to turn all changes, all anxiety into joy.

People are used to living with light.

We eat to survive, even though it's easier to die and not take a steam bath. But if you continue to live despite the obstacles in your path, you will become happy and you will definitely not wish that you survived.

Fear is enough to kill. Courage is needed to live.